Unfocused

I've been playing a lot of unfocused poker lately. Just hovering around the same bankroll, plus or minus a few dollars everyday. It's alright. Sometimes I just have a hard time focusing. Thinking about things. Things that I have done. Things that I have to do. Things that look like monsters coming around the corner. What do you do when it's like that? I pray. Ask God to take away the fear of the future and to accept whatever is coming at me with as much dignity and grace as I can muster.

Which isn't a lot.